我滔滔不绝的说下去。灵魂渐渐出窍,冷眼悲哀的看着人潮涌动。佯装若无其事,神情愉快的口若悬河。魂魄却不知道什么时候开始哭泣。

Monday, April 14, 2008

*12 April 2008 - Child's Play

I did almost nothing except playing today. But luckily I studied a bit of Green Chem while playing. A good improvement indeed.
Mei Xyn says Sara "loves" me, since long long time ago. Holy hell. But actually I can somehow feel it. But just don't feel right about it. Another welcomed outcome in the wrong time, and ultimately, wrong person. 10 years old kid? Don't kid with me.
Why everybody can go home except me? Why others' family welcomes them with open arms while my family treats me like a disease, epidermic? I love my family the most, but somehow my family is the one thing that disappoints me the most.
You will never walk alone? I am always walking alone. I am alone, in the dark. I am alone.

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