Exam is coming tomorrow. REALLY. NO. F*CKING. MOOD. TO. STUDY. Honestly...

Although I appeared to be extremely fine, I'm actually still pretty much shell-shocked... C'mon lah, do you guys really think a wuss like me who always dwell in issues for ages can take it to the chin and move on so fast? Only Victor and my mom know I am actually not doing well. Only them understand that my smile, laughter and happiness appear far too excessively on my face. Yes, "smile", "laughter", "be happy" is the way I used to hide my sorrow. Haiz...

Back to study now. Well, sort of...